we don't have enough time
The life expectancy of Brazil is ~731 2 years. I have 28. So if all goes well, I'll live at least 45 more years, which is almost double of what I have lived so far.
And it's simply not enough time.
I don't expect to buy a house in the next ten years, due to the impossible prices. I also don't expect to buy a car in the next five years, because it's just too damn expensive. So I'll probably live off rent in the next years, which is getting expensive. It's too hard to own anything in 2025, and it'll probably get worse in the next years.
But I also want to travel, I want to know the world, I want to know more of my country and all of the places that people post pictures, create memories. I want to eat and taste all kind of good foods, drinks, desserts and gummies. I want to know more people, have meaningful conversations. I want to see parks, lakes, beaches, buildings and more.
If I want to do it all, how can I buy anything if I need to use my money to make my dreams come true and satisfy my desires?
I want to learn more, I want to read more, I want to watch more. I have so much dreams and desires that 45 years is just not enough. It is quite sad that I was born with an expiration date. It could been worse to be honest. I know how much fortunate I am, with my work and all the opportunities I got in my life so far, but it is just not enough.
I need more time. I want more time. And unfortunately, I don't think I'll get more time, so I'll just try to enjoy as much as time as I have left. And I recommend you do the same.